I’ve Finally Had My Own Lappy

Hooray! I finally have my own lappy! First of all, thanks to my friend who had accompanied me today to buy it, well the truth is I accompanied him because the whole time, he was the one who talked to the seller, haha… Before today, he always helped me to find the suitable lappy for me. He gave me many considerations and suggestions. He always answered every question I asked whether they were smart or stupid questions, hehe… Thanks to him who was, is, and I’m sure, will always be so kind to help me :b

The picture above is the lappy I bought, lenovo Thinkpad SL300. I hope it is the best and most suitable laptop for me since it costs a lot, haha… Its specifications have matched most of my requirements for a laptop. Also I hope I can finish my thesis as soon as possible (Jeez, is that the reason I bought a laptop? haha…). Well, yes, because I found a difficulty doing my thesis at home. I have a computer but it is full of games and 24-hour access to the internet, guess what I will do every time I open my computer! Playing games, Facebooking, chatting… so I decided to buy a laptop that I can do my thesis in my room (the computer is in my parents’) or at the  library. I hope it will work since it is about 50 days left before the final exam.

Yup! This lappy is expensive (all laptops are expensive though!). I saved my money but it’s not enough and thanks to my dad who was willing to help me with the financial problem. Thank God that now my family have a better life that I could ask for a laptop :) Well I have to work hard on my thesis then since I cannot disappoint my parents, especially my dad. And I have to take care of my lappy eventhough it is waterproof (it’s said so! but I guess we cannot trust the ads), hahaha… anyway, I am happy today that I have a lappy. At least it reduces my sadness which is I cannot have a dog. I was way too ready to have a dog then it broke my heart that my parents didn’t allow me to have one. I’ll talk about it later, hehe…

By the End of the Today…

What would you wish to happen by the end of today? I really enjoy this video… I forget from whom I found this video; from a friend I guess. many people with different cultures and also different  answers. that’s what I enjoy… well, that’s really a good question, eh?

What would I wish to happen by the end of today? hmm… I wish I can be grateful of what I have had. what about you?

Missing The Missing

Have you ever felt that you miss someone so bad even for ones you didn’t know well enough? you just miss them for no reasons… you just miss them that you want to be there with them, be around them…

Missing someone is quite complicated. when you have holidays, you rarely meet your friends then you miss hanging out with them.  when you’re on a vacation alone then you’ll miss your family at home. when you have a cyberfriend and you chat every day, even you haven’t seen or met him/her, you’ll miss them somehow.

Have you ever felt that something is missing in your life? something that cannot be explained, somehow it makes you feel empty from the inside… even you cry out loud, you still feel empty…

Have you ever felt that you miss something you don’t know what you are missing? or missing someone you don’t know whom you miss. You just feel like you miss someone or something. weird, huh? yeah… at the moment, I feel like I miss someone but I cannot recall. I miss someone I loved long time ago. I miss someone that I even haven’t seen him but we’ve been friends since long time ago. I miss someone that I desperately want to talk with since he hasn’t shown up until today…

When you miss someone but then you cannot tell him/her how much you miss him/her for some reasons, it just create a space in your heart, an empty space which is unexplainable. You cry from the inside since you don’t know what you should do to overcome the missing.

What should I do? what can I do?

Hello world!

Yep… hello world! It’s my first blog in English. It’s not because I’m majoring English Literature but… I want to practice my writing skill. Besides, I like English! Though I’m no good at speaking English but I try to be good at it, I’m working on it.

I find it hard sometimes writing in English. I ain’t a native speaker. Sometimes I get stuck with this vocabulary thing. Well, you couldn’t expect me to memorize the English thesaurus or put a specific word correctly into sentences. Even at the moment I sit here with dictionaries around me while writing this post!

Anyway, practice makes perfect! Read a lot, write a lot, learn a lot… and welcome to my blog! :)